August 2021- The Last time I get to speak to my mom || The Breaking

This month was a month of just utter brokenness, It was a month of acceptance, trust and just reliance on God.

I still had my moods from time to time, it was more of a rinse and repeat season.

A part of a song named Still Holy by Maverick City and Tribl, that got me this month was:

🎵🎶"He's in the fire

And the flames

He's not done working so don't loose faith

Don't you stop praising

Just lift his name higher higher"🎶🎵

I was learning, relearning, letting go and preparing for exams.

I spoke to my mum a few times this month with the 26th being the last time I would speak to her, I didn't know that at the time though but I had plans, plans of what I was going to do upon getting home which included talking to her to find out certain things.

It had been awhile. I hadn't been home since February 22, I had questions and I was going to get answers or so I thought little did I know what was waiting for me around at home.

~ Omokhuwa.

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