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December 2021 - Jesus || The Breaking

I realised I was still hurting and had not healed after Jesus hugged me but didn't really go about healing and was still in the process of figuring it out.

I began getting triggered easily and an event happened this month that me realise I really needed to deal, it brought a lot of things to light.

Again, I wanted to be away from everyone, I just wanted to recline to a lonely island for sometime and be without anyone so I won't be anything to anyone. Not a friend, sister, mentee, or just about anything else bit I couldn't do that. I didn't own a fancy yacht anywhere and an airplane to come cart me off. 🙃😹

I remember getting on a call with my eldest sister, Etseoghena, during this period and she said something that struck a cord in me. She said: " We are spiritual beings going through natural occurrences", now, she was trying to use this to explain some things she was saying earlier about how it is important to ensure we do not stay down and that line, that line lit something up in me at that moment.

My school vacated for the Christmas break, I went home for Christmas, the first Christmas I would be having without my mother, that we all, as a family, would be having without her. 

I began re-evaluating my priorities and things I might need to cut myself off from, things I needed to do as well and coincidentally, I stopped my #learndailychallenge as well.

I gave a lot of things some thought and just began fishing certain things out. 

I had earlier stated during the year that I wanted to go for Young Ministers Retreat(YMR) but decided not to go anymore due to this so the family would be together with the exception of Etse who wasn't with us but God would not have it.

   Me the last day we spent in Redemption camp.                         December 31, 2021.

Somehow, my father decided that it would be good for the family to have an end of the year retreat in preparation for the next in Redemption camp during that period and so we went, we went some days after and later attended the cross-over service held in camp with Pastor E.A Adeboye(popularly known as Daddy G.O) in attendance.



~ Omokhuwa.

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