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I miss my mother. I miss what she represented even though I see some of them through me and in me.

I miss my first love and it’s as though I am ever returning to him, it’s a continuous process. When will I learn? When will I fully return?

I stopped doing some things He asked me to and felt good about it till temptation arose again, I didn’t succumb but then I fully understood that the arm of flesh is weak and will fail. I also understood the statement that He hasn’t given us more than we can handle.

Who can stand in the hill of the Lord or who can stand in His holy place? He that has clean hands and a pure heart.
What connotes one to be pure? What represents this things? 
Does being with Him and trusting in Him make me pure? Am I pure because I constantly behold Him and seek His ways? What exactly makes one pure. What exactly connotes purity? That we may know you.

To have clean hands does not come by my works, it doesn’t come by what I can or cannot do. It comes only by you. He that has clean hands. It’s not by works lest any man should boast, so to have clean hands would mean to be kept clean by you, to constantly die to self and behold you. To have clean hands would also be to recognise that it wasn’t done by me, to recognise and understand that I couldn’t have done anything due to what I wish. I couldn’t have done anything without your help and your Spirit dwelling within me.

Spirit of God, I welcome you. Almighty God, I welcome you. Spirit of truth, I welcome you. Almighty God, I welcome you.

Thank you for strength and grace. Thank you for hope and love. Thank you for truth and choice. Thank you for death and life. Thank you for trust and faith. Thank you for wholeness. Thank you for perfection. Thank you for revealing me to me. Thank you for relationships. Thank you for people. Thank you for strength.

Thank you for you!
Thank you for dying on the cross so my advocate, the Holy Spirit will come. Thank you for selflessness. Thank you for coming to live as a man and giving me the template of how I should live my life. Thank you for sending me your son to die as a once and for all sacrifice. Thank you for despising the shame. Thank you for being my strength, my help, my comforter and my advocate.

Thank you so much.
I love you.
Now and always. Always. 

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