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Mercy and Judgement


It looks like I will have to talk to someone. 
I don't want to, but I need to.
My mind is too hazy to make the right decisions. 

I can't talk to God clearly.. it feels too difficult to. 
What do I say?
Honestly, almost two months ago, it struck me how powerful God is and how much people take Him for granted. He is God! Too powerful to be used for your benefit. Much too powerful to be made a fool of. 

He will not let His holy one to see corruption.
You do not touch those who are His and go scot free... not really, you don't. He abounds in mercy, yes, and we thank Him for that. But, he is too great to be messed with. Too great to play smart with. He is God! No other words sums up who He is, other than that. God!

When this realization dawned on me, I wasn't in a good place with Him and thought to myself, I wouldn't deceive Him. Instead, I will do certain stuff and return after sorting my "business" out. I don't try to be what I am not, especially not with His work. 

However, it has been two months stuck in this place. I hear Him and there has been certain high or liberating moments but it is not the same. It never is. 52 days since that realization. I do not try to deceive Him usually, but at that point, my heart went out to all those who do it deliberately. They were not aware of what they were doing.

His judgment will come and we can only pray it comes with mercy. 

This is not the turn I wanted this writing to take form in, but it seems it is what He wanted. At least, I know, for a fact; He writes with me.

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